Hiding My Face
I sit there in the back of the room
Letting strands of hair fall on my face
What I want most is,
My eyes to turn a color of Blood Red
You sit there and ask me if i'm okay,
When I just want to,
Slit your throat.
Leaving you breathless...
Why sit there and pretend to be happy,
When you aren't?
Nothing can change me from feeling this way...
So I might as well just sit here,
And deal with all the liars,
Hiding My Face...
Crimson Roses
Those beautiful red roses,
the roses that get the color of its beauty,
From Blood
I watch as every Black Rose
Turns Crimson...
They break me into pieces
Sipping my blood with pleasure
My skull crushes against
The Demonic Chamber
Surrounding the roses
My face being ripped off
By powerful claws
I sit there,
And pretend that everything's okay
When it isn't
There's nothing I can do...
There's nothing I will do...
I shall lay here,
Paralyzed and Lifeless
With nothing to live for...
Diary of Lovett Moon
"Dear Diary...
I walk among the Dead
Seeking Guidance and Virtue.
Since I am expelled from
The Human World,
Food Source is limited.
A Vampire's life is horrible.
I never wanted this!
I murdered several people
Not because I could,
I did it for my hunger.
I never meant to hurt anyone...
Lestat wants me to accept the fact
That I am a Vampire, and nothing
More..."
Lovett cries,
Her Tears Blood Red
She screams,
Forcing herself to realize
She has no place in this world
The screaming stops...
She continues to write still weeping;
"Lestat has been looking at me,
As if he has a Heart.
The other night,
He
Don't Let Me Go
Don't let me go,
Because you have to
Don't let me go,
Because I'm almost gone
Don't let me go,
Because I need you...
Don't let me go,
Because I'll always love you
I may not be a Hero,
I may not always be there,
I also may not be perfect
Without you here with me
You wonder if I Love you as much,
As You Love Me
Sometimes the wind blows me,
Directly towards you...
We get Emotional,
We hug with cries of Sorrow
I don't want to let you go
So please,
Don't Let Me Go...
Silent Butterfly
I feel like,
A butterfly without its wings
Trying to escape its past
I fall to my knees
My Tears aren't full of Sorrow,
They're full of Joy
I spread my wings and fly onto a Cloud
I lay there,
And Dream...
I Dream of about the day
When he realizes,
That I loved him with all my heart
With my eyes still closed,
I thought about the last kiss we shared
The magic I felt,
Wrapping my arms around his neck
Thinking about the trouble we went through
For that Love
I awaken from my dream
And Smile...
I twirl around on the Cloud,
With my Black Dress flowing with me
Loving every minute
Maybe one day,
That sweet Be
I start to worry if this actual meeting in real life will work.
I hope it does, all the friends I've had in the real world haven't worked
out great. I feel like Helspa is the only place where people actually
care about me. Helspa is an online teen chat website. You meet all
sorts of people on there, I met a few people from Canda, lots from
France, and one bromo from Japan. I go on Helspa everyday and even
sometimes during school if I had the chance. My user is -SadaLi. I have
other accounts, from being banned so much, but I use this more often
than my others. That's when I met Cameron. He was such a funny
character, whenever I'm i
Forever In My Heart
I walk along the valleys of the Underworld
Clutching my chest as if I had a heart
The old Heart I had was whole
People loved me more than anything
Because of my kind heart
But now I'm dead,
My Heart is Black,
With nothing but a hole inside
I sit on a rock and bury my head between my legs
Feeling Miserable
I miss my family,
I miss my Friends,
And most importantly,
I Miss The Peaceful World I call Home
But now I'm stuck in an Afterlife World I am forced to call home
I cry until my eyes turn a puffy, heartbroken, colore of Red
Then I feel a hand touch my head
The hand was a soft, and smooth with a rough sur
Through My Eyes
I lay on the grass,
Watching
Then I visualize the world as I see it
Through My Eyes I see the pain and suffering of my Mother
Whose boyfriend drinks and is abusive
He hits her with a bottle and rubs her face on the shattered pieces
He makes me stand an watch my Mother go through Hell
Through My Eyes I see a guy
Whom has a problem coming to terms with his sexuality
Whether he is gay, or he is straight,
I am not sure if he truly Loves me
Through My Eyes I see pain and suffering among my people
Who sacrifice their lives and who suffers for it
Through My Eyes I see my Brother
He says he's sick of Mom's boyfriend
S
Lost and Found
I am Lost,
I do not know who I am
I do not know where I am
I just walk in an unfamiliar neighborhood
Thinking everything's alright
I find a shattered piece of a mirror lay on the sidewalk
I look into the shattered piece and notice that dirt's on my face
My hair is a mess,
My clothes are ripped and Bloody,
My hands have newly formed scars
I trace my rough, but smooth finger on my lips
Staring at the Blood on my finger
Then a vision comes to me...
I see a person, whom I think is me
Getting into a fight of some sort
As I am out-numbered and have been beaten and battered
I stumble to the nearest Forest and rest th
Vampire Love
Two vamprires come out in the moonlight
They stare at each other with Hatred
Wanting to rip out the other's beating heart
Only one of them will leave out alive
Will it be Lovett or William?
But before they both slit each other's throat,
They notice a human that is walking into his grave
They attack with a Blood Thurst and Precision
Once they finish their feast,
Lovett grabs the beating heart
And devours it with delight and deadliness in every bite
William watches her with love piercing inside his heart
He touches her head,
She backs away
Lovett decides whether she should kill him or form a clan with him
She hear
Roses Full of Hate
Whenever I see someone, I think of Hate
Every person who has tried to rip out my beating heart, taking it for granted
They will pay
For all the pain and suffering
For all the people who had to break down in tears
Because they're heart was stolen
They cry with darkness in every tear drop
Then they realize, that darkness has arisen
Looking for the bastards who created this calamity
Waiting for someone to dare try to go against their rein of power
Did you ever wonder what happened to the people who were rebels?
They paid for their sins
Sins that killed for the money
But who cares
I dare try to go against The Re
No Remorse
I have never felt so betrayed
Betrayed by the people I trusted
I walk through the valley of Hell, waiting,
Waiting for the right moment to strike down upon those who betrayed her
I feel no remorse
Only wanting to rip out the flesh of Evil while I have chance
I walk through the Underworld wanting to hear those bastards begging for forgiveness
No
One way or another, they will pay,
With their lives
My hair hangs amongst my shoulders, Blood stained on every strand
I watch my precious victims enjoy their lives while they still have a chance
My victims have forgotten about me
how they caused Hell all throughout my life
Bu
I Cannot Breathe
The Moon is full tonight
As the last oxygen left in my body flows through my bloodstream
Each beat of my heart sounds like nothing but a faint wheeze
Then I notice you
I watch you walk with her
Two Love Birds,
In Love.
How Do I Breathe?
You hold her waist, then you give her a hug
You notice me, watching every moment
You hesitate
Looking at me sit on that tree branch
You hope I don't fall,
But what's the use?
My face is so pale that I blend in the moonlight
And then it happens.....
I fall out of the tree
Without a heart beat or a pulse
You panic and run over to me
Seeing if I'm alright
Your girlfriend get
It hurts
It hurts to see my mother cry
Crying on a dull rainy day such as this
It hurts watching the world turn into Chaos
Because the Rich have better needs than the Poor
It hurts to see the soldiers die
Because every fallen soldier died for a cause
It hurts to watch a wrongful war
Blood shed from soldiers and rebels
It hurts to watch my friend die
Dying for all the wrong reasons
It hurts to write from the bottom of heart
A hole deeply wounded in the middle of the beating heart
It hurts to see all those who fall
It hurts
Fallen Soldier Anthem
*This poem is for my cousin who is in the National Guard... I miss him...*
This is the Fallen Soldier Anthem
The Fallen Soldiers who dare try to go against communism
The Soldiers who risk their lives for the people they love
A Soldier sheds Blood fighting for his life
Thinking that nothing can be more terrible than this
With all the guns and bombs
With all the squadrons and bases,
Lies a deeply wounded soldier
Half of his arm ripping with a small piece of flesh hanging to keep them together
The Soldier has fallen,
Forgive him Lord
But even though he's wounded,
he must go back into the war
Not for Honor,
Listen
Listen!
You talk about commiting Suicide because you think you're a mistake
Listen!
You say you hate the world and everyone in it
Listen!
You say that I don't understand you
Listen!
You think whatever you say goes?
Listen!
It doesn't work that way
Listen!
You rip at your flesh with a razor thinking that makes your life easier
Listen!
You think you're just another person trying to make the best of this world
But Listen To Yourself...
You sound like a little three year old having a temper tantrum
But you're better than that
You listen to everything someone else says,
You care about what people think of you
Do you ev
Blood
My dress has been stained with the Blood of the Innocent
I can sense the Fear of others around me
They stare at me with awe...
Wondering,
Why?
As I rip out the beating Heart of a mortal,
I ask myself,
Why am I doing this?
In order to make myself happy?
No,
It's because I need this red liquid to satisfy my hunger
I don't care what happens to anyone else...
All I want is Blood.
My teeth sink into each victim's neck,
Draining Blood
I gather more victims to feed my hunger
My teeth are also stained with red liquid
I claw at the mortals who dare try to stop me
And I notice their Blood is Poisoned....
They have tricked me!
Lost and Found
I am Lost,
I do not know who I am
I do not know where I am
I just walk in an unfamiliar neighborhood
Thinking everything's alright
I find a shattered piece of a mirror lay on the sidewalk
I look into the shattered piece and notice that dirt's on my face
My hair is a mess,
My clothes are ripped and Bloody,
My hands have newly formed scars
I trace my rough, but smooth finger on my lips
Staring at the Blood on my finger
Then a vision comes to me...
I see a person, whom I think is me
Getting into a fight of some sort
As I am out-numbered and have been beaten and battered
I stumble to the nearest Forest and rest th
Hullo, for starters, I'm Maya. I'm an Emotional Poet. I create poems that are dark and mysterious. They bring in the fright worse than modern horror films. I'd like for you to read my poems and tell me what you think. If you like them, I'll be sure to make more! But for the meantime, read the ones I have so far!
Current Residence: Fayetteville Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny Personal Quote: "Freedom From Desire Leads To Inner Peace"
I am so sick of people... Ugh it's like, no one knows how to just shut up and leave me the hell alone sometimes. Why do I even bother being around them in the first place? They're just gonna piss me off... I am not sad or anything, I am just annoyed with everyone's bull. Am I supposed to sit here and act like I'm not offended? I don't have a care in the world for people who lie to me. Stop with the stupidness and get lives people... This is why I like being isolated from everyone.... Friggin' Farewell...
Right now I'm really stressed out because I have my Math Exam tommorow and I highly doubt I will do okay on it. I mean, Math is my worst subject it makes me feel like I'm never gonna be able to get into a good college without that one subject effecting me and it sucks so damn bad. I sometimes wish I was naturally born with a skill at Math but I just had to be the kid who was a Dumbass when Math is right around the corner. I don't think I've ever made an A in Math, not even a B... I always stayed in the C, D, and F range. I do actually study, its just that I get so anxious and start putting myself down because I know I'm gonna fail and I have